R.U.N.A.W.A.Y

i'm running away...

ran away and lied...

ran away because i'm scared...
ran away because i feel insecure...

ran away before i messed up...

ran away so i wont hurt myself...

ran away before i break and fall apart...

ran away to save my heart...

 ran away because i know i'm not the right one...
ran away because i really don't want to lose you...
ran away because it is exactly what i should do...

i ran away....

trying to pick myself up...

trying to lie to my heart and hope it will believe it...
trying to bury my feelings and feel good about it..
and trying to preserve what we have now..

i ran away...

and hope to come back

with a heart as blank as a white canvas..
and to move on like nothing happened....